Babies

Babies are the most special gift that parents are blessed with. Babies symbolize purity, innocence, and most importantly, a new beginning. A baby's birth, does not just represent a new leaf, but it represents the commitment of love that both the parents have for one another. About a year ago, my maternal love for babies started, and gradually developed more and more. Now in my mid 20s, and been dating my boyfriend for almost three years, I've begin to want to be a mom. I want to be the mother that I didn't have as a child growing up, who always needs her mother's shoulders to cry onto. I want to be the hands on mother for my future children. I want to go to every school plays, every soccer practice, every teacher parent conference. I want to give my children the privileges that I didn't have as a child. I want to take my children on vacations every year with my boyfriend, and their father.

Every time I see a baby, my heart just melt and I'm madly in love with their cute face and adorable gestures. Every time I see a baby, I hurriedly ask to carry the baby, and shower the young princess or prince with my kisses. I certainly can't wait until the day I can become a mother myself because that will be the second happiest day of my life. My happiest day would be when my boyfriend proposes to me, signifying he is ready and committed to start a new chapter with me. My boyfriend and I have talked about our future quite a few times. My boyfriend wants to have as many kids as possible, but I want just three or four little ones. My boyfriend prefers boys over girls because he thinks boys will be more filial and will take care of us when we are older, just like he is the only person who takes care of his parents. I favor girls over boys because I want to dress them up, let them go to ballet classes, go shopping with me, and do girly things with me. My boyfriend and I have even came up with names for our future children: Ava, Ariel, and Aiden. I can not wait until the day comes when I'm granted this special gift because I know that my boyfriend and I will both love and cherish our child forever. I believe that I have maternal instincts, and that I can provide endless amount of love for my family, and I know that I can take good care of the family and the home I've been eager to build. Now, I'm just hoping that my boyfriend feels ready to be a father, and I hope that he still remembers that I'm just waiting for him. Waiting until the day he proposes, waiting until the day we move in together, and waiting until we can finally start a family.